Lights flickering in my head
It feels like I've slipped and lost control
The world seems so boring
When everything's so mechanical

We can't even stand ourselves
I'm the prisoner of a self-made cell
But it's all in my head (right?)

What is happening to me?
What have I become?
Why am I so fucked up in the head?
I'll just self medicate instead!

Doctor says that pills are all I need
But I don't think so
Gives me something he says will help me sleep
Oh god I hope so...
Oh god I hope so...
Oh god I hope so..
...OH GODDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!

What is happening to me?
What have I become?
Why am I so fucked up in the head?
I'm sick and probably better off dead!

But still I walk through this life
Living each day apathetic
A passing ghost through the daytime dream
I'm not as cool as I think I seem